reason

There are tons of reason for everything
Yet, I'm so confuse...
I totally have no idea what to do with my life
A friend of mine told me that, what we do in our 20's, is to prepare for our 30's
we have to prepare for our future and be responsible to ourselves.
I do agree with that..
Sometimes i wonder what's wrong with me, is it just simply mood swing? or I'm just depressing...
I have so many doubts
doubts for the reason I'm living
doubts for my present and future
doubts with the man I wanted to be with
But I thank my friend that always reminds me
By reminding me that everything happen for a reason
and we are created for a reason too...and this reason may not be something big.

ALLY IS GONE

She isn't the same girl that she was before...
Her soul is gone...
The feeling of insecurity is taking over her...
The positive and cheerful girl is gone...
The only thing left is her physical body, which she moves on every single day
Life is so clueless
What she is doing is just to move on in the present time
It's simple to be said then to be done
Is she really moving on?
Nobody knows
She must be out of her mind